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So, I hate when I get too frustrated that I can't focus on anything but what's bothering me. I hate that I get this way and how I sometimes can't control my feelings. The only way to remove myself from the current situation and pray that God takes my anger away. Or, I guess this is my way of venting when those people are in the same room with me??! It's so hard for me to share when I'm upset sometimes because it's usually not something that the person did necessarily but how i'm handling the information and responding. Usually I'm able to realize right away that it's not them, it's me and I don't get too upset...only at myself, but in this case I'm not feeling it was my problem, it was really them. Except after i've been typing this I feel incredibly calmer and not as angry. I love how this works. I'm glad I don't get angry too often.

In other news, Kai just told me what she's getting me for Christmas and it's tickets for us to go to the Rosie Thomas and Damien Jurado concert that's here in Seattle this Sunday! It's the same day as our Housewarming/Open House party. The party ends at 5pm and the concert starts at 830 so it's going to be a close call but we're going to make it happen, that's for sure. 

Also in addition to the list of events, my new apartment is pretty cool. I really enjoy living here and I always can't wait to come home and just be. Which it wasn't like that at my last apartment. I definately don't think I was cut out to live alone. I mean, I was technically rarely alone there but not living with at least some other person was kind of lame.

We're catching up on 24 season 6. Getting ready for the start of season 7 that starts sometime in January. I heard that it's a four hour season opener, split between two nights in a row. I can't wait. It's going to be an exciting season...per usual. Rachael and I got kind of burnt out from 24 for a while. We went through seasons 1-6.5 in about a month. I don't know how we stopped in the middle of a season. Kind of weird. We were trying to figure that out...but all that matters is that we're getting season 6 watched. As long as we're talking about tv shows, I'm 3/4 of the way through Arrested Development and man that's a funny show. I've always heard wonderful things about it and it always won so many awards when it was airing so I've been excited to watch it. The characters are SO weird and quirky but SO funny. Haha. I'm kind of bummed that it only lasted 3 seasons. The next shows I'd like to watch are Entourage, It's always Sunny in Philadelphia, and Gossip Girl. I don't know if everyone has heard of this but the website www.hulu.com has all the shows you'd ever want to watch and it's actually legal. The site is supported by all major networks so that's nice. I've heard that it's super up and coming and they are predicting that it's going to someday surpass YouTube. Yikes!

Ok well I think that's enough ranting for now. Until later I guess...